i miss youu dammit!
you know there are just times i just want you to be here with me?
just so i can have your company
you dont need to talk
or try to do something special
because you jsut being here with me
is all i want
just enjoying eachothers company
me and youu
things have been happening lately, whether in my favour or in another persons. but whatever we do, we all make our mark yeah? whehter its world wide or just towards one person in particular but we all do things that make us remembered by others.
'forget aobut the past and focus on the future' quoted by sarahhphan.
she said that to me. and ive been trying to follow it yeahs? but its hard you know? you cant stop but think and remince about the past and try to figure out a way one way or another to make it better, because the ones we all we want to change are the bads one yeah? nobody wants to get rid of the good :L
well today i thought about it and thought about footsteps. we should all keep moving forward, move towards where we want to go and leave the past behind as marks, making our mark in the world. there isnt anybody that ever goes bbackwards are there? people that actualky travel through time? why? why would you want to travel back through time anyways is what i think. why would you want to give up everything youve been through and do it over? what if you muck up and make it worst? would it be really better if you changed everythings that happened? because its our experiences that make us who we are yeahs?
ever done anything or felt anything that you werent all to glad about? think about it. have you? then think about whats happened so far about whats happened after it? do you really think you want to go back and do it all again? then think about all the things youve learnt thgrough the process. maybe you got to know someone more because of it. lost a friend because it was really bad? i know of some people whove had that happen to them. and i must tell you they dont really like it either, cause they miss that feeling when they were still friende with the other. but things happen and they happen for a reason. like my friend once said, leaves fall from the tree, its not that they watn to, but because its whats meant to happen.
MEH MEH MEH MEH! making no sense.
well what im really trying to say is leave the footprints youve made behind you, and keep making more, cause the more you make is what really tells you of the experiences youve been in and learned from it. keep moving forward, maybe one day youll encounter a shell or something really really awesome along the way. but you wouldnt know that if you stopped in your steps.
KEEP MOVING FORWARD!
i dont want to keep thinking about whats happened and being all gay about it. all i want now is to keep moving forward and be happy rather than think about whats happened and worry over what i couldve done and shouldnt have done