once upon a time...and they lived happily ever after
people always look for that happy ever after dont they? the one that everyone wants where the guys there and the girl just falls into his arms, or the other way round where the girls dreams has come true in the form of that guy and hes everything she wants in a guy? well you know what? life's a bitch! and nothing ever goes that way like in ..cinderella.
you gotta work hard for what you want and what you are trying hard to keep, whether its too late or just never going to happen at all. cause everyone knows that if you tried then the only thing you'd be is a winner yeah? cause then there'd be nothing to lose and all you do is gain
what i mean is that if you try then yeah, if you fail you dont have anything else to lose cause you never had it in the first place, but all you'd leave with is the sense that yeah you tried and you failed trying. rather than depressed and thinking you never tried and what would've happened if you actually try >____________<"
so you know what people? get off your couches (or sofas) you couch potatoes and get to work and go after what you really want, try and fail rather than never having done anything at all.
lots been happening these last few weeks, tears fell (not mine of course cause im a man *buffs up) and lessons learnt and all they could do is make you better. and in the end the treasures you leave with are the memories you've made together and that is something you can never lose. its the time spent together are the times that are hardest to let go *sighhs
okay what am i trying to say
im not over it yet
i still love you and i still have alot to show you
our time together i see is too short
others may say its long but time flew too quickly
i havent been able to say everything i wanted to say
everything i intended to do
all the laughs i wanted to laugh
all the tears that may fall
ive had alot of tie to think and just that is killing me
ive learnt my lessons and i was wrong
but im willing to improve
not only for you but for me aswell
here i am, ive learnt to grow
grow into the person i want to be
the one i need to be to be able to be me
and you were the one that stood by me every step of the way
how can i leave someone so important in my life
i cant is what i say
i dont want to leave the one ive learnt to love
the one ive learnt to care whole heartedly for
but most of all the one that gave me the feeeling of love
so here i am, asking for a second chance
no i wont be the one i was before
ill be the one that i want to be and the one you fell in love with all those years ago
and here i am trying my hardest
trying my hardest to have you back with me
i know that i may fall and that everything i worked for might be in vain
i at least i can tell myself that ive loves you truly
and that ive showed you that i really do want you
until that day that i know ive really lsot
will be the day that i tell myself that ive done my hardest
and that if you couldnt see it then it cant be helped
so here i am telling thse few words
that i wont give up
not until the last of my breath
and until then i will be always there for you
the one that you can call your bestfriend
but until then i will keep trying
trying until everything i wanted to show you has been done
and everything i wanted to say have been said
and until ive become loveless
...but i really do hope it doesnt need to get to that
oh yeahs, any willing to give photoshop classes? really need it, gotta beat her, and nooo i dont need design :P all i need is this *taps noggin* for ideas