s happening outside you then i would tell you. i have no choice but to hurt you. i dont want you to have people telling lies about you because i know myself that it isnt a great feeling. ive been there too remember? i know how it felt about how people talk about you and say things that arent even true, and if your just going to let it be and let them think that then your just lying to yourself and your not going to be really happy then now are you? i really am sorry i hurt you and all those other times. and as much as i dont understand that your happy to leave it cause its not true so it doesnt affect you but it does okay? what other people think sometimes do matter because if you havent noticed that the world is full of other people, it doesnt revolve around you or me or anyone else. we dont build our repoutation but it is other people that build it for us and we can only show them why they should do so. fine there are some things i get stupid over, mistakes and misunderstandings i have made but that doesnt