was on the bus yesterday and was thinking a lot of things. some not goood and some not so good. and then there was some goood. too bad it came till last for me to think of it. but then it comes to show that people do always focus on the bad stuff first aye? thinking the things i didnt want to hear or see and feeling all depressed about it, and then after a few moments are all happy again. weird? no thats just how it is :D
well anywhos, back to my thoughts. i was on the bus yeah? on my way home and then i just came to realise that sometimes the goals we make are just like our bus trips we make. so i was thinknig that if our goals are like the many bus trips then that means we make a lot of goals everyday right? and then along the way towards our goal we meet new people because of it or have a chamce to catch up with the old we haven't seen in awhile. thinknig bus trips would be the people that hop on for a ride for their goal they're going towards right?
and then i get thinking, what about the people that leave their goals and take on others instead? well i thoguht of it as people taking shortcuts you know? like me. taking the 254 everytime or taking any of the 22's, then taking the 100 back home? instead of going down blair athol? just yeahs.
what im trying to say is that goals are like bus trips. well not really, just that good things do come after you work out all your troubles thats cluttering around in your head. that the good things do come, and not as those people who say that their life never gets any better because its over. cause its not.
if you hit rock bottom things just have to get better.
right? its not like your going to get any lower are you?
so cheer up you depressed people and always going on about whats not right in your life. cause if the happiest man can be happy then you can be too right? nothings really stopping you but yourself. ooooooo now im sounding like a philoshphy person :D
im going to try everything in my power to show you everything i can be, and that everything i've done wasn't all for nothing. mistakes we made to be learnt from right? i just hope that you'd let me in again for one last chance? and i know this time with everything im learning that i am better, better than i was before, and will be better at anything else im not so good at.
and? i herd this from a friend the other day that
"you dont really lose friends. you just find out who your real friends are"