the world aint big enough for everybody but its all we got so learn to share. damns its what 12:40am in the morning and im still up. still up doing what? jsut waiting for a certain somebody to call but other than that im tired *yawns
have you ever noticed everything you wanted to come true doesnt? like going out when you want to but you parentals dont let, or planning to get that game but its out of stock? damns unlucky but have you? cause i sure have and its been happening alot. thats when i look again and you know what i notice? i notice a whole lot of other really cool things. like how many friends i got and how they're all there for me and the people i old close are even closer?
have you ever noticed that you never really notice the things you have until you jsut stop for a moment and think. did the thing you wanted to come true come true after all? like having that special person with you all that time and yet your always wanting more from it? cause gooood damn i have beeen, so much i seem selfish. i dunno i guess i jsut can get enough of what i want even though everything i need is right there for me for the taking. and whatever comes from it comes. and yet even though what i want is coming im always chasing after it than letting it come by itself? >_____________________<"
just know you're on my mind all day long, not minute passes without me doing so. i just want you to be happy with everything around you, appreciate everything you have cause i can tell you you've got much more than you think. and more importantly beleive in yourself yeah? cause how am i able to beleive in you when you dont beleive in you yourself? i know im me and i never give up cause its who i am, but please believe in yourself as i have believed in you. you can do it (yy)
i think im gonna go to sleep now. where? right here *yawns, cause that persons probably asleep by nows >____________________<" hehe oh wells its late anyways but still *fists.
oh and i dont know why but im thinking of what my friend once told me, things happen for a reason, for the better or worse. like the leaves of a tree, when its time for it to fall you cant stop it from falling, you can mke it fall earlier but in the end itll end up falling and derifting in the wind from the tree. like our lives we have to keep moving forward, keep the good memories cherished and if its worth it then work on it till the end, dont give up cause when thers a will theres a way. except for that leaf of course cause its gonna fall lolol
i think im starting to feel it all over again and i miss you