there are just those times where you just want to sit by yourself and let the thoughts flood your mind and not try to stop it like you always do during the day, week and all the time. recently there's been lots of things that come to mind, and i just want to let it all flood me, let myself drown in my thoughts, but i cant. i cant lose myself to it, because there's so many people out there that i believe need me to be the way i am, to be strong and not give up so i can give them the strength to do the same. its hard but i get by, but there are those times i just want to let everything go and not give anything but just sit and watch. watch as everything i held onto turn out what it would as if i wasn't there giving up my effort to make it better.
show me whatcha got for me