ima do my bestesterest
i know im not the perfect person that you had in mind and the person that you can always depend on. but i do try my hardest to show you that you can depend on me, that i can be that person you'd have a shoulder to lean on. i know i'm imperfect and i guess you can already see it. i laugh when others feel down, i don't ever see the negatives to the point it annoys you, and that i'm so stubborn that i can never see the reality of things and that i never give up on anything even though you know yourself that it cant be helped.but you know what? i think i was done trying to be the perfect person in your eyes, and have somehow becoming the most imperfect person in your eyes. instead of being that person that you see as the best and seeing everything i'm actually good at. i want to be that person you see the real side of, i dont want to be one of those guys that try so hard to impress the person they like ever so much. because i know i want you to see everything of me, all my badds and my worst. because that way that im showing you who i really am, the one that you'll see everything of and not just the pretty good side but also the bad side.
but even though im saying that i want to show you everything i got i still do sometimes wish i could be that perfect person you always had wished for, the one that could always be there for you no matter what and be there through everything and be everything you ever wanted. i do want to be also that person because if i was i guess i wouldnt be in this situation right nows *sighhs